Sunday, July 22, 2012

7 months already?

Dear Minnow,
          I know it has been a long time since mama wrote to you. I'm sorry little one, time gets away from me these days, I can't believe how fast it flies by. It has been a year and a half since you left us and just over half a year since your little sister joined us. She is so big already! Yesterday she crawled for the first time, she has been trying so hard the past few weeks and finally managed to get it right. Today she seems to have decided that she can get around faster doing this part twirl part moving downward facing dog thing lol. She is such a sweet girl Brennan. Everyday I look at her and am just bursting with thankfulness and happiness, even on the rough days when she refuses to nap (she hates to nap, even as a newborn she was always afraid she would miss something if she slept when I wasn't sleeping). Life has become a wonderful whirl wind of sleepless nights, baby giggles and never ending laundry. I can't help but look into her big blue gray eyes and wonder if yours were the same color. Would you have had her chubby cheeks too? I know God had his reasons for taking you and although I will never understand them, I finally feel at peace with it. Your daddy and I joke that Maura Grace is so easy going and sweet because God wanted to make it up to us. The guppy is beginning to stir, I'll try to write more often my little one. Know that mama, guppy and daddy love you very very much and think of you everyday.
                  Love always,
                     Fish
Guppy at 7 months

6 months so happy

Mama Fish and Guppy on father's day